Mhmm… I worry so much about you… Ido t even have time to worry about myselfe.. I wish I could help you but you are in deep shit baby… I couldn’t help you anymore :/
I need to stop worrying, you know what’s best for you. An I know what’s best for me…
I need to do something already with my life….
I never thought you’d be the One to hold my heart.
I never thought I’d be Laying here next to you.
Looking at you.
I love you baby, and I never want to leave you or cause you more pain…
This past week I have grown a little more..
And I’m happy about it.
Because I’m ready to be yours baby.
" I’m sorry that people are fucking cruel, the way everyone was to you was inhuman."
Finally someone see’s how badly I was treated by everyone.. :/
Dear Future Daughter:
1) When you’re at some party, chain smoking on the roof with some strange girl with blue hair and exorbitant large dark eyes, ask her about her day. I promise you, you won’t regret it. Often times you’ll find the strangest of people have the most captivating of stories to tell.
2) Please, never mistake desire for love. Love will engulf your soul, whilst desire will emerge as acid, slowly making it’s way through your veins, gradually burning you from the inside out.
3) No one is going to fucking save you, anything you’ve read or heard otherwise is bullshit.
4) One day a boy is going to come along who’s touch feels like fire and who’s words taste like vanilla, when he leaves you, you will want to die. If you know anything at all, know that it is only temporary.
5) Your mental health comes before school baby, always. If its midnight, and you have an exam the next day but your hands have been shaking for the past hour and a half and you’re not so sure you want to be alive anymore, pull out that carton of Ben and Jerry’s and afterwards, go the fuck to bed. So what if you get a 68% on the exam the next day? You took care of yourself and at the end of the day that will always come before a high test score. To hell with anyone who tells you differently.
You're freaking beautiful, btw. Haha(:
Aww that’s sweet as fuck! Thank you dear! Your beautiful! Inside and out! :)